Monday, May 10, 2010

Update on MAY 10 National Elections as of 11:45


*Lanao del Sur and Maguindanao has sites declaring failure of elections. Why? Grenades and cross fire... no COMELEC Officials dare to go the precincts.
*a DumagueteƱo patrolled that militants forced people out of the precinct a little after the 7pm stop time.
*Zamboanga Sibugay Province has killings due to political drama.
*Congresswoman of Abra, ambushed with gunfire.


*Summation of votes are up to 57% of precincts

Presidnetial Rankings

1. Noynoy 8.9M
2. Erap 5.7M
3. Villar 3.6M

V.Presidential

1. Binay 8.9M
2. Mar 8.1M
3. Loren 2.2M

Most shocking ranking:

Senatorial: in Number 1) REVILLA

Upsets:

1)Tamano
2)Lacson
3)Maza

3rd short: Draco's Heart Part2

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Actually, he didn’t have a nightmare. No. All of it, nightmares and Voldemort ended months ago. He’s up because of a note. A note I wrote in anonymity. I’ve been writing him notes all these years. I sent them via owl. He never seemed to have wanted to find out who I was. I guess he needed the fun; he needed the mystery, after all he’s been through. But tonight, I was gonna reveal myself to him. Damn. I was fucking scared. But then again, this maybe the last chance I’d have.

I asked him to meet me by the Whomping willow. It’s the most romantic place I could ever think of. Who could blame me? I’ve never been much of a lover boy have I? Pansy Parkinson you ask? It was all but a sad joke gone astray. I never liked her really. I just needed to show everyone that I was straight. Crabbe had asked me once in his ogre-like tone, “Draco? Why are staring at Harry so deeply?”, It was a non-malicious question he asked after noticing me staring intently at Harry’s cute smile, and those cheeks that seemed to blush all the time. “… just scoping the competition is all”, and he let the topic slide. You understand why I needed a cover, right?

Anyway, Harry, oh Harry, had now picked up pace. He was now walking briskly. He must be excited, I told myself. I remember once he told me in a note that he felt that he loved me. I told him he’d freak out if he knew who I was, but all he said was he didn’t care. I dismissed the notion entirely and just went on asking about that Weasley girl, Ginny, but all he said was he had gone for her because he thought he’d never have a chance with me. Words could never do justice the way I felt after I read his message. I giggled for hours.

If only he knew I was his arch enemy, if only he knew that who he was writing to was the Death Eater’s son, if only he knew it was me – Draco, then I bet he wouldn’t have said those words, let alone reply.


...to be continued...

Saturday, May 8, 2010

3rd short: Draco's Heart Part1

Draco’s Heart

It was another one of his dreams I guessed. What else could it have been? The great boy who lived plagued with nightmares – pathetic. But then again, who’s more pathetic – him, striding pointlessly along the halls of Hogwarts at night, trying to fight the demons of his slumber, or me, keeping my eyes on him – watching his every move, lurking in the shadows just so I could take a peek at his beauty. It may be a huge shock to you that Draco Malfoy, the Draco Malfoy, had fallen deep into Harry Potter’s green emerald-like eyes.

I never thought I’d end up gay. But then again, having a Death Eater as a father and an always absent mother, I was bound to end up like Neville Longbottom. That little faggot – I caught him once staring at me while we were at the showers after a game of Quidditch. I didn’t mind though, I’d been doing the same thing to Harry.

So why wouldn’t I just come out? Well, if Muggles say it’s hard in their world, it’s harder in ours. Gay wizards were laughed at since time immemorial. Only great old Dumbledore had the right courage to actually be a gay wizard. Then again, even if Dumbledore would have said he had a vagina, no one would care. He was Dumbledore – no question, no drama. But me – I would lose everything! From the respect of my Slytherin kin, to the legions of girls who have been begging me to screw them, I would lose them all. That’s why for almost seven years of knowing my sexuality, I have kept it hidden. But tonight, I’m gonna let Draco live. Tonight I was gonna tell Harry the feelings I had for him.


... to be continued

drama:ungrateful

when you were scared... we were there
when you were alone, we kept you company...


but it pains me to think that now that you are happy, and we are troubled you say you don't want drama...

we have never been the source of drama... try looking back...
and we are dumped by you people... ungrateful...
this is not 'emotional blackmail' as you so kindly called it... this is but a reminder
Sometimes, you have to think... come storm in your life... we won't be there... so the people who were there won't be...

and we will laugh at the man who said he doesn't care for water but who owned a river and drowned in it.


A response to Nicholas Sparks' Dear John




there are things yet seen...
these are paintings of an artist's brush...

there stories yet to be told...
at the tip of the lonely writer's pen...

there is a melody yet heard...
settled upon the composer's sheets...

there is a love yet relished...
waiting for the deserving to claim it...

there is a woman alone...
waiting for you to just come home...

there is a man at the edge...
hoping you wait...

there is a world of questionable sanity...
inkling to transform

transform the woman alone and the man on the edge so the love may be relished and the story be told, that the melody be heard and the truth be seen... a truth that may hurt and sting... yet truth by all means... in verity it stands.

but the sands of time will always drain and we turn over the vessel and we begin a new leap...

Dear John.


Friday, May 7, 2010

2nd Short Story: Under the Cloak series

Love at the Diagon Alley

A love so true – untouched and virgin, pure and chaste is this love of a boy for another boy. A boy who had never mustered love for anyone, not even himself; one who was not only born into wealth but also born into darkness.

Pale as snow, sweet as sugar, his skin gleamed in the sunlight; Hair so blonde that it shimmered as he walked down Diagon Alley. He loved it there. The people, so vivid, so colorful, went about with smiles on their faces. Smile, the sort of smiles he had never known – ever. They were honest smiles. Smiles that could only be painted on the faces of honestly happy people. Those people gave him a sense of insecurity. The life he led never gave him the smiles they had. He was insecure and he knew it.

“Draco! Listen boy, I have to go down to Gringotts. You stay here and get your measures taken. Don’t leave unless I come get you.” A scary man, as pale as him and with the same blonde hair but only longer, told him in a most cold way. He was his father. The Lucius Malfoy – the one, who sided with the Dark Lord and after his fall, claimed he had been spellbound.

He nodded as if he meant it, but he didn’t. He was staring down the alley. His father had left, and he broke his stare at the figure he was looking at and went into the robe shop, Madam Malkin’s, thinking, “This day might just get a notch more interesting.”

The bell rang as he entered and soon, the work began.

A little before Draco’s measures were all taken, he came in. His face was as bright as an angel’s. His eyes mystically glowed an emerald-like-glow. His hair was funny – messed up.

And he looked at me curiously, I had tingles all over. Then again, I can’t just act like a squeally girl now can I? So I let the usual dark cold Draco surface from within me. But I couldn’t just bully him. He was so beautiful, innocent, sweet and happy. He had a smile on him which fought my instinct to just squish his esteem with the fiery words which I learned from my father.

I guess I was in love. I was captured by his eyes, his lips, and his soul which emanated a sort of glow – he felt warm even from a distance. He felt so real. Unlike the people who I am around so often, he felt ridiculously real.

He came closer so then I started ranting about Hogwarts and how I was going to be in Slytherin or else I won’t even stay at the damn school. I tried to be friendly, honestly. But friendly in our household, in my group of friends even, in everything I do, is shoving people in toilets, or calling them names. I tried not to do those really.

But then beyond his softness and warmth I couldn’t help but think he hated me. He had changed his smile into a lopsided frown. I felt his warmth slowly retreat. I might’ve scared him. I have that effect.

I realized I was being a shadow to his light. We were in no way compatible – at that moment I reckoned. At that very moment I knew that he would never ever be a friend of mine. He might just well be my enemy.

I sobbed inside, fighting the thought. Then I saw a man through the shop’s windows, he was huge and beyond any doubt monstrously ugly. I recognize him vaguely as the school’s – Hogwarts – gamekeeper.

In an effort to win back the boy’s affection, I made fun of the giant looming outside the shop.

He shot back a furious expression. I later found out that he was with him. I didn’t know he was with him. How could I? An angel and ogre together? I really felt lost, but I didn’t show a hint of it. No I just grinned. I grinned my most devilish grin and went off after the lady told me she was done with all my measures.

As I retreated through the door, out of the shop, I felt a sense of knowing. I knew right then and there that our paths would cross again. They may not be moments of bliss, our next meetings. But I was sure that we’d meet again. And that smile, his warmth, his everything I was going to feel it again. I was sure.

I was sure that that love at the Diagon Alley would be seconded.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Odd Farewell

--- arms in self-embrace
she stands, motionless... serene.
--- lips locked, eyes-teary
he walks - surely - towards her
--- eyes sharp
she breaks here nothing, and turns her back to the approaching figure..
:: stop ::

--- hand folded, eyes wiped dry...
he bids her farewell...

::soft light bounces on their faces::

--- shaking body, bloodshot eyes, ghostly complexion...
she rushes to the man hit by the truck
--- dying
he says, i love you...
--- sobbing she said
i should have let you come
--- with a smirk, he uttered in a low, barely audible, whisper...
but then... if i had, you would have never loved me as much as you do right now.
yey!!! #81!! next post by tomorrow...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Under the Cloak: A Compilation of Harry Potter Slash Fan Fiction

I love HarryPotter. All the books really, have inspired me and made this project of mine more of a reality. The depth of the characters of the series gives us fan fiction writers a vast canvass to paint side stories and secrets - and i, along with all HP fan fiction writers, owe this to JK Rowling and her amazing talent, of not just writing, but her ability to invoke amongst the readers a world, a character or a simple object - far beyond the realm of imagination. These works, i dedicate to JK Rowling.