Tuesday, April 16, 2024

My forever. (October 6, 2014)

Artemio Naonao,

Hi.

I'm writing this at the point in our relationship when for ever doesn't seem so far fetched. I'm writing this to remind you of how amazing you made me feel; how happy you have made me.



If by chance, our roads stop and we diverge from each other. For whatever reason there might be, I wan't you to read this and just try to remember how much I love you.

I love you like I've never loved anyone before. 

I love you as much as the sun loves this earth.

I love you relentlessly and unceasingly.

If I failed to tell you how much I love you, that's not because I don't or I've stopped loving you.
If I made a mistake and sought comfort in someone else it's not because I've lost sight on you.

If I falter, it's not because I wanted to. It's just because I'm stupid and weak and pathetic. I am insecure and a little coward. 

But I promise never to hurt you or ever make you feel unwanted. With all my strength I promise to love you.

And if by chance you fall out of love for me. I would like to tell you this. I will fight for you. I will fight for your love. I will not let all we have worked so hard for just go without me fighting - clawing to keep us together.

If you do lose it all for me, then I will patiently wait. I will wait until you remember that I am your forever, as you are mine.

I love you,

Marckey Cielo